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June 15, 2004

starting

i went to my first therapy appointment today. she asked why i had come to see her, and i explained that i felt sad a lot of the time and it was getting in the way of what i wanted and needed to do. and then i stopped. i really couldn't think of anything else. i was on the verge of deciding to myself that this therapy this was overrated and i should just not come back the next week. i could hear myself talking about my problems and it seemed so - trivial. "anything else?" she asked, and i wracked my brain, trying to find something to tell her...

god, am i going to be a failure in therapy too?

(that was sort of a joke).

posted by jane at June 15, 2004 12:42 PM | TrackBack



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