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May 30, 2004

waiting

i am waiting this entire weekend for a therapist to call me back. i feel slightly desperate. is it possible to have a psychotherapeutic emergency?

it's trying on those who love me to see me like this. i want to spare them. but until i can talk to someone i have no one ...

i just have to hold it together until tuesday. just until tuesday.

i almost feel as though my life depends upon it.

posted by jane at May 30, 2004 05:09 PM | TrackBack



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silly, fun, kinda interesting cinematic effects; paced like a videogame. The Rock is a decent comic actor as well as credible action hero. cool fighting scenes.

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in spite of some good performances, i couldn't get over the condescending tone. it's a classic case of straight guy pretending to be gay, getting the girl and a better job, and safely being able to declare that he's straight - and escaping thr real problems of homophobia. left me feeling a little icky.

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lulu gave me this book. it's magical. set in a fantasy industrial age new york city, suffused with mythology.

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a great game. scary. i can't play it unless jesse's home. even then it's hard. i make him play it so i can cower behind the blanket and tell him to watch out for the bad guys. yeah, i'm that much of a wimp.


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