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May 23, 2004in obscurum
i know i shouldn't complain. i don't have the right. i know from the outside i look like i have everything. brains, beauty, loving friends, idyllic childhood. i know have have so much talent because everyone tells me so. i have so much to look forward to. i have so much to live for. but sometimes i'm just so tired. so tired. that's the only way i can describe it. so tired i could cry all night. so tired i just don't want to go on anymore. so tired i want to shut the world off. i hate when i feel this way. it doesn't make any sense. i don't know why it happens. it stinks of banality. i hate it. it hurts the people i love. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. I HATE IT. posted by jane at May 23, 2004 07:57 PM | TrackBackComments
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 silly, fun, kinda interesting cinematic effects; paced like a videogame. The Rock is a decent comic actor as well as credible action hero. cool fighting scenes.  in spite of some good performances, i couldn't get over the condescending tone. it's a classic case of straight guy pretending to be gay, getting the girl and a better job, and safely being able to declare that he's straight - and escaping thr real problems of homophobia. left me feeling a little icky.  lulu gave me this book. it's magical. set in a fantasy industrial age new york city, suffused with mythology.  a great game. scary. i can't play it unless jesse's home. even then it's hard. i make him play it so i can cower behind the blanket and tell him to watch out for the bad guys. yeah, i'm that much of a wimp.
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