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August 26, 2003

Shifting

My mother died yesterday afternoon.

She was fifty-seven.

We knew she was ill but it was a very sudden stroke which felled her in the end. She was far too young, in any fair world, to die. I find myself angry sometimes, thinking of all the things she was getting ready to do. And then I find myself resigned. And then sad.

Mostly, though, I am unable to give in fully to grieving. There is so much to arrange, so much to do, so much organization. I am almost relieved that my mind is so distracted.

Friends have been generous, and I thank you. I have not yet absorbed what all this means in my life. I think that might take a while.

posted by jane at August 26, 2003 10:46 PM | TrackBack



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